A man in relation to his natural children.
The very first man that i love from the very beginning of my life.
The man i wish he could be here every single day.
The man i miss the most
My very first love that would last forever
This man, My very first love.
I would say everything. Every inch of my reckless mind, joking around, and play music.
(He was the funniest person ever, and great musician too).
I was just a little girl he would carry and put to sleep without the fear of monsters chasing after me.
And his arms were the safest place.
He saved me from bruises as a child, and if he were here now,
I might as well he would save from heartaches and uncertainties of life.
To this day, i still miss you.
To this day, I don't regret anything from my childhood, because you were there.
Because you helped me see who I was and who I am now,
and you saw me for what I was.
There is no doubt that i still love you.
And I know you love me, too.
All I can do is nothing but praying, hoping you're rest in peace beside Him.
And I know I'll see you again soon, someday.
(things lost and forgotten : the stare of his eyes)
Dear dad, I may love a lot of man in the future,
someday I'll get married to someone out there.
But in the end, let me remind you...
That.. no matter what happen, you'll always be the best guy for me.
I love you till the ends, dad.
and i will see you someday again in the clouds :')
somehow, i know you're happier up there.. (Aamiin)
so, I only can send you a prayer of joy and lots of love, love you.
Hy papsky... I know you're in a much better place right now.
And I know you're smiling up there in heaven.
No more pills, no more pain, right?
We're letting you go in peace.
with a smile, not tears..
We love you so much papsky..
ROCK IN PEACE, papsky!!
(Al-Fatihah..)
